Today was a fantastic reminder of the choices I made. I am tired, sore and cranky. I miss time alone, I miss time with friends. Most of all I really am still a newlywed only five years married and I miss my poor Husband!
It seems like we never ever get time together any more. And when we do we are so freakin frustrated we fight. Not duke it out fight but "bicker". Over nothing and that is the worst part, well not the worst but pretty darn near it.
I walk past our wedding picture every day thinking wow… I use to be thin, rested and have all my brains rolling around in my head.
Now these days I am so very lucky if I don’t sound like an idiot when talking to people in person. I use to never hear myself say “ummmm” ‘well” and my favorite ”you know, that thingy” What the hell is a “Thingy” any ways???
Oh well, it was a great trade for brains, beauty and a great body. Far well to my old self. I’ve moved on to a fuller life and soon I'll be in my Late 30’s…… crap I hate the sound of that.
I know EXACTLY what you're talking about!! My husband and I are so frustrated at the end of the day we just take it out on each other. No big fights or anything, but just like you said, bickering! I hate looking at pictures of myself from before being pregnant... I used to be skinny!! I try not to think about it like that though. I have a good excuse, I popped out two babies in two years! I'm too busy right now to take care of myself anyway. Anyway, you aren't alone!
ReplyDeleteLOL- don't we all wonder sometimes "what the heck am I doing and how did I get here?"
ReplyDeleteBut then you think about life "before" and realize that life now may be different, but is still good.
At least I hope you'all feel that way when you think about it!
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