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Friday, November 6, 2009

Not feeling like myself today....

I woke up this morning and right way I noticed it.

I just don't feel like "myself" today.
I don't feel sick, I just don't feel right. I know it's most likely linked to the recent passing events.

A lot has happened really. We just had a new baby, I just had surgery and my Grandmother just passed. It is the reason or at least a big part of it.
I do know I need to get moving. I need to burn off this frustration. I need to get back into it.

I am feeling myself getting upset with my guys today. Partly because since sun up they are running crazy today. But isn't that the exact definition of little boys??? It's just been to much so far. The baby is crying a lot today. My poor guy isn't feeling well. He's got his first cold. My oldest Johnpaul and middle guy Nathaniel have been spending the morning ripping apart the living room. Running, throwing toys and hitting each other..... All while I'm fixing breakfast. Maybe for now on or at least when having this kind of morning we have a cold breakfast lol!!

For this very reason I need to snap out of this. Deep breaths... today is Friday. John will be home at 5:00pm and we'll start our weekend. I can do this.

1 comment:

  1. haha, loved todays blog...mainly because i feel the EXACT same way. i have 2 year old twins and my LO (all girls). luckily my DH will be home soon and i can have a break! :)hang in there...hopefully it should only get easier!



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