I thought there was change??

So I have been battling with trying to get my weight down since I had sweet heart #3. I thought I was in the right direction. I thought I there was change.

Well…. I was wrong. I haven’t weighed myself in about two weeks and I stepped on today. Holy COW!!! I’ve gained!! Seriously?? How? I’ve been a good girl. I even gave up dessert for lent! Then it got redesigned as Ice Cream lol Can’t move mountains in a day. None the less I’ve been good. More exercise, better sleep. I should weigh less!!!
The only thing that is different is that I seem smaller. Now, that in mind I already know that muscle weighs more than fat but come on scale!! MOVE!!!! I still have my goal by my Birthday May 14th but I cannot see how I could lose the weight I want to by then in a healthy manner. So I am altering my goal. I cannot risk losing my milk supply. So 140 by May 14th… Heck I’ll settle for 145!!!