Belonging

I want to drink in these days.

Since becoming a Mommy some short 4 years 8 months and some change 

I have been trying savor every single moment of these guys lives.

It's fleeting.

I can feel the days just running through my fingers and I can feel them growing up.

Johnpaul, Nathaniel & Christian  are becoming big... 

Johnpaul will be a kindergardener next year, Nate in preschool 

and Christian is a Toddler!

I look at them and even with them daily I feel like I am missing it. In a blink of an eye they change.

Christmas is coming and they are so excited. JOhnpaul and Nate are talking about Santa. Johnpaul in now reminding him that he needs to be good because Santa knows... I love it.

Heck since having children I like the Holidays again. 

I have to admit before I didn't like them. 

Holidays always seemed so lonely to me. 

Like even though I had family I was still some how alone. 

Now with my four guys I will never be that. I love that I have them, 

I love that they have each other. 

Even though they fight well like brothers, they will link up together to face off even against me! 

That makes me smile (even when it makes me mad) They will always have someone. 

I Love my Guys