Well today I had my 6 week check up. I sure hate going to the girly doctor. But this time was a bit sad. This mark my very last time ever of every going to the doctor for a pregnancy related reason.
My career as a baby maker has come to an end.
Now for some they make think me weird for thinking this way. But seriously, it has made me sad. Back on September 10th I made a decision for my family to have my tubes tied. It was a whole decision. Not just his but also very much mine.
I should go back a bit....
John and I met just a short 6 years ago. We dated only 49 days... we were engaged! We were engaged for 6 months, we were married! We were married 5 months we found out our lives would never ever EVER be the same again. We were going to be parents. At 30 I was going to be a Mother. This is all good stuff.
Johnpaul made his way into this world after a long day that ended in a rushed c-section. Very long very scary end but with fantastic result... Him :o)
March 29th 2006 I became Mom.
I quickly conformed to my new title. It suited me. A short twenty months later our next sweet guy Nathaniel made his way after a crazy 6 months on bed rest on November 21st 2007. Another long story....
And now. Christian born September 10th 2009 by the way he was my late 4th anniversary gift. A very cute a very sweet gift. I love them all but I can't help but to get a little sad today.
My tubes are tied, there will be no more children babies that is.
But this is the reason for this blog. They are the reason for my insanity... but I am loving every moment of it. No matter what you may read.
Know this: My life is a million times better now on my most crazy hellish day than one moment that was before them.
I love these guys. They do make it a bit hard but I swear I'll survive.